I'm so irritated. At Shirlyn, at people who can't leave me alone, at myself. & I can't believe my hands are stained with my tears. Yucks.
I'm really hating this. I want peace. But again, when you get the peace you want, you end up praying for the loneliness to go away. Fuck, what irony.
Eee, sorry Lihmaan ): But it is life. You usually never ever get to do what you want, but rather what you have to do. Sigh. & I didn't want you to keep talking to me cus otherwise you'll have to stay up and blahblahblah. But fine, carry on thinking that it's for my own selfish reasons that I don't wanna talk to you. Can't blame you for thinking that way anw. Blame me, me alone.
What a fucked up life. Okay I'm just irritated. Sorry.
School tmr. I need to finish my Amath homework. Rah.