I'm just really bored here, so I'm posting.
I think sometimes the way I feel towards Elisa, is how Inoue feels toward Ichigo.
I've never found a paragraph which described how I feel towards Elisa so preciesly, so I guess everything up there says it.
"Jealousy is a difficult thing to accept, let alone stop." Really must thank Rangiku for saying that. I can't accept myself being jealous, really. I find myself so petty when I do that, but I can't stop it as well.
I need to tell someone this.. but I have no idea who to turn to at all. I can't tell my friends in school, cus they'll think I'm les or something [WHICH I'M CLEARLY NOT; I'M 120% STRAIGHT.] I can't tell Sapph either, cus I can somehow anticipate what'd be her reply. I guess the best person to turn to now is Tianyong.. but a pity we stopped coming into contact. However, I count it a blessing as well, because if he was still my friend, I'd probably be more miserable now. So I guess it's more on the good side than on the bad side. [:
I guess I could talk to Girl about this.. [: she's just awesome. I can talk to her about ANYTHING. ^^
I really want to show Elisa this post man.. but the fear inside me is acting up. What if she stopped talking to me and not be my friend anymore cus of this.. I'm really muddled now.
Fyi, for those who still don't get the picture,
Have nothing more to say; everything's up there.