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- BORING DAY. I rewatched the pot episodes again, just awesome. The last ep, I commented on youtube AGAIN, that I swear PoT is one of the bestest animes and I'll remember it for life. & I know I will. I'm still not really talking to Elisa yet. Was it thursday or friday, when I wasn't still in a very good mood, she said she wanted to ask me about the dance classes, & that was the last thing I wanted to tell her about. I didn't feel like talking to her, but I forced myself to tell her the details. She started it with a "Oh ya", so I thought she was going to apologise.. or something, but she continued with a "I want to ask you about the hiphop lessons." Okay, I wanted to tell her to get lost or something, but I managed to force it out of myself in the end. Kinda proud. Lols. In any case, I can't help but feel stupid, because after all I've done for the past year, I find out that I'm not needed at all. To put it simply, I've pretty much given up on her as a friend & I'm not gonna do anything for her in future until my heart wavers. Cus everything I do, she just forgets. What's the damn point. Maybe I should have let go, a long time ago. She just doesn't give a damn about whatever I do. So from now on, smses from me unless it's from the relay, & trust me, I'm not kidding when I say I've given up on her. Daddy gave me the green light for the Holland trip! Yay :) I told Denise only, but I think Sherylynn, Juan & Sherms knows cus they came to my house the other time while I was talking to Sapph. Lols. Ohwell! Can't wait to go. Will be including a countdown for every post now; School's getting boring. Because of Elisa? No idea, but I think it isn't. Ashley wasn't helping very much.. seeing the fact that she was the one that made it semi-worse. :( shits. I'M SO SCREWEDDDD. I'm really scared. I don't know if I'll start to hate Elisa. But I hope not. Come to think of it, I was only happy when she called me. I guess my best friends are still Sherms, Juan & Girlgirl. What a screwed life I have, cus I have to rush out Chinese now. Ugh. Until the next time, |